slacking

Slacking is never good because once you get behind is hard to catch back up

A old friend came along and swept me off my feet the other day.. he showed me how i should be treated but i just ran away.. am i broken.. do i not think i deserve what i really do.. i hurt this poor old friend.. and now in the end we are nothing.. ):
but hes all i think about.. what did i do to my self?? why would i do this..
my hearts to broken to be loved right now.. i just wish things were different bc hes perfect..

(thought to self)

(:
how you should be.

Today is a new day

Everyday is different, yesterday from today or today from tomorrow.
But each day you have to look at it as a fresh start..
Life throws curve balls at you somtimes and weather you dodge them or face them head on is up to you.. In thos curve balls are lessons. lesson you will eventually need to grow and become a better person.. just keep your head up and strive to be great.. and life will eventually get easier... just cant let things get you down and keep you down

Delilah Lynn cook(:

I'm so excited to announce that I'm having a beautiful little girl(: I can't wait to meet my delilah Lynn (: I love her SOOO much already I can't wait I hold her in my arms(:

1more day

Thursday I find out what I'm having im soooooo excited(:

Will power

Serious question for everyone.. 

How do you get will power for things and strive, When your soo depressed you can barley stand getting outta bed most days? I hate that I'm half temped to drop outta school.. Bc everyone around me is dragging me down... I'm really not this mean angry person I portay myself to be im just so depressed and need some good friends.. Yay for blog time