slacking

Slacking is never good because once you get behind is hard to catch back up

A old friend came along and swept me off my feet the other day.. he showed me how i should be treated but i just ran away.. am i broken.. do i not think i deserve what i really do.. i hurt this poor old friend.. and now in the end we are nothing.. ):
but hes all i think about.. what did i do to my self?? why would i do this..
my hearts to broken to be loved right now.. i just wish things were different bc hes perfect..

(thought to self)

(:
how you should be.