Ever..

Ever Love someone so much it hurts?

It hurts Bc you don't know how that person truly feels.. 

The fear of being a single mom pokes at me everyday.. 

The fear of not being everything I need to be eats away at my soul.. 

Fear a huge thing and it's somthing that will hold you back.. 

But how do you get rid of it?

I honestly don't think you can..

The fear of not being able to finish school Bc your motivation goes down n down... 

And when you reach out your hand for help everyone just slaps your hand instead of grabbing it..

Depression sucks..

N I should just live for me and my baby.. But I wanna live for my family.. My family  that's not really even there..